I don't believe

Every time I see your lovely face
I walk down the memory lane
There are memories that well up my eys
To relive them I could even die.

I had thought you are the one for me
My prince charming only you could be
Then my fate slapped me hard and said
Life is not a fairy tale.
And now I don’t believe in love
No matter what you say.

I gave away my heart and soul
Just to be retuned in thousand pieces
But can you ever return those lovely moments
And the hugs and kisses?
I believed every word
You said that pleasant day
And now I don’t believe in love
No matter what you say.

Every promise that you made
Was meant to be broken
If I had known this before
In this trench I wouldn’t have fallen.
All the mesmerising feelings
I am keeping away.
And now I don’t believe in love
No matter what you say.

I got tickled all over
By every simple touch
And then everything else that followed
Meant just too much.
I closed my eyes and thought about it
As on my bed I lay.
And now I don’t believe in love
No matter what you say.

After all the tears I shed
To one conclusion they have led.
The love bug gets to one and all.
But in my case it never reaches the other side of the wall.
I have now locked all the doors after such a fall
And now I don’t believe in love, not at all.

i am waiting

I saw you in my dream and feel in love again

I know you’ll come one day and just take me away

In every new face, I see you smiling at me

And it gives me all the strength to be willing as a bee.

Every moment passes by in your thoughts and memories

I know you are struggling your way so it keeps me all worries

Every moment of pain slashes down my hope

My heart says you’ll come and I know I have to cope

I know it’s not easy, a dreadful path to walk on

To cross the seas, the mountains but my love will keep you strong.

I see my bruises and wonder how you will react

The scars have marred my body but on my heart there’s no impact

My heart, my mind, my soul I have given it all to you.

So even if they kill me I’ll still remain in you.

I am waiting for the day when I hear you say, “Let’s go”

And I’ll just follow like a shadow to be loved again like before.