I miss those days when I used to play
With mud and rain and sand and clay,
When I didn't have to bother
And freely on the grass I would Lay.
When wounds used to heal with dettol
And the pain was momentary and then nothing at all
When scars were not a matter of worry
When maggi and chips were meals and not vegetable curry.
When my doll got married to my best friend's doll
When I tried to clean after scribbling on the wall
When hide and seek was the ritual game
When i wagged my finger and said, "i will tell your name!"
When i was hit by the ruler for talking in class
When birthday parties were incomplete without the masks
When summer vacations meant lots of play & cartoon network
When I would say m busy cleaning my doll house when mom called from work
When complaing to the teacher was the easiest way out
When I would give away my secrets without having any doubts
When all I had to do was bite my tongue when dad yelled
When dad smiled as for the 1st time from my bike i fell
All these tings I miss now
And one ting I would say
Noting in my life has ever happened
That can match up to my childhood days!!!

NOT WITHOUT YOU

I'm lying here all helpless,
Lately, my life has become a huge mess.
I lied to you which I shouldn't have
'Cos it ruined whatever we had.

I was a fool to think that you will find some one else
And that i'll watch you drifting away in wedding bells
It's not like i didn't know what you mean to me
But now I know every breath without you is difficult for me.

How stupid I was to think you would bear it all
And yes my plan was a big flop
I deprived myself and u of all the togetherness
But I know your love for me is nothing less

I'm here waiting for you fighting all the devils
And you are rushing your way knowing every moment kills (me)
My eyes are stuck to the door
And I'm getting closer to god more and more
But one thing is for sure, my heart says that too,
I'm not going away till I see you,
No honey, not without you.