Scream

The things I want to say

Are bottled up inside

I couldn’t cork them up

As much as I tried

It’s like my heart

Is screaming out to you

To make you hear it clear

Is all I want to do

The storm is coming on

I try to fight the thunder

The noise is so loud

Will you hear me ever, I wonder

The screams are getting shrill

It’s impossible to carry on

I only wake up to failure

At every glimpse of dawn

I keep getting these dreams

You are standing beyond a mist

And I am screaming, unheard

Now I try to find the gist

I know you can hear me

But I know you can’t listen

So I’ll wait for the storm to calm

And wait till the sun has risen

I will say all I have to

And fall in your sweet embrace

I will thank god a million times

For chasing the mist away

But...

How did I get here

Who led the way

I fell laughing in your arms

Only just yesterday

I’m in this cobweb place

It gets scary in the night

I can see you but

You are standing on the other side

There is sunlight

But it’s not the good kind

There are stars

But a dark scary cloud behind.

I try to reach you

But the doors are all locked

I can see you through the glass,

Unmoved , standing on the rock

I try to find the keys

Bang the doors for hours

I try to break the windows

Try pulling at the bars

I sit down and cry

I have lost all my guard

My heart is up and pumping but my brain is all charred

I won’t lose hope

My efforts will never cease

I will keep my search on

Till I find those keys

But for that there is one thing

I definitely need

I need you to keep saying

That you believe in me