You don't deserve

When you walked out of my life
You left it hanging on a knife
Didn't know what to do, to go which side
Had no idea about wrong or right

All that I could see was darkness
Nothing could ever clear all the mess
My life seemed like an endless tunnel
No remote control & hence stuck on a channel.

Love is blind, they say, it is true
I never did notice the flaws in you
And when I sat to think what went wrong
I could connect the dots & revelations came along.

Your heart was wandering
When you said you gave it to me
It was the biggest lie
That you cared & you loved me
I found love in those wicked eyes
How stupid could I be!

And of one thing I'm sure at this curve
A person like you does not deserve

All my tears
Which could flood a river
All my time
When I thought about you & shivered
All my attempts To get back to you
Thinking I was at fault too,
All my trust
I had on you
All the care & love for you.
No, you don't deserve.

Now I wont think once or twice
But a 100 times if I want to be wise.
My trust & love are guarded now
Wont free them easily, hereby I vow.

And now the tunnel has ended
Have the remote control at hand
The sun is back & the flowers are blooming
While it used to be a barren land.